Billy

So, I was looking through some pictures. And I started to laugh, because, well, has it ever happened to you, that someone tells you something. they say they'll never do it. You really want them to. Not sex or something like that, more..I dont want to say memorable, but more sentimental. And then maybe a year later, maybe ten, you see that they've done it, without you.
It doesn't make me feel bad, I don't know about you. But it's just...funny. It's funny how people change, or how they don't.
So all of this to say, I think I can see why Billy Corgan IS the Smashing Pumpkins. He doesn't care what people say, what people do, or what they listen to. If you listen, awesome. If you don't, fuck it. He doesn't care. He doesn't ACTUALLY know. So that's kind of how I feel now. I don't care if you wanna hang out, if you want to talk on the phone. I don't give a damn. Just don't waste my time.
You already took 8 months. And I don't regret it, but it could've been less.
So if you listen or read, I don't care. Just don't come to me and tell me I've changed, that I'm the one with the problem. It's only a problem if I say so. Otherwise, it's YOUR problem.
And if you have a problem, don't come running to me! Not that you would.